jaz

2010-11-15T19:21:00.008+08:00

soooo glad, now that B got morning shifts!

he's suppose to end work at 8, but ah, everytime also caught up at work.
gonna start with room cleaning later!
can't wait for next week to come!
we are going to get out of this place!

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celebrate my birthday at Hotel Re @ Peal's Hill.
super cute place!
& there was this reception guy there damn cute also heehee:)
it's like a getaway for couples!
the room was cute and the staffs are nice!
my room was purple, but don't know why some photos taken the room looks blue. lol.

disgusting 10bottles of alcohol for my birthday!
finished 5! baby was REALLY REALLY drunk,
& i got to sober up to take care of him.

forgot to take the photo of the building,
the whole building was pink or red, i can't remember..

cute lobby!

the bed was super comfortable!

toilet purple :)

CAKE!
which baby surprised me with, WHICH, i wanted cause it was damn cute!
baby damn sip sip, quietly got the cake without me knowing.
SO SWEEETTTTTTTTT :)

they were 'yum-seng-ing' in the room LOL.

baby still drunk even after i force him to shower at 10am.
he got a bad hangover and slept till night after we got home.
machiam his birthday hahaha.

even the lift also cuteee! (:

thanks everyone for the wishes on fb, text and the calls!♥

&&&& thanks baby for everything! the moving of food and drinks, transporting the cake to the hotel without me knowing. but please don't ever get drunk till like that ever again. even i drunk also got to sober up to take care of you, drunken!! but i still love you very very much, thank you for making it unforgettable in so many ways.

i love you!

head over to Joel/Spencer's Dad pub before heading back to Yishun!

sis & bf stone for like damn long.

& Spencer is still fat! hahaha!

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Josephine's 21st over her place at CCK.

so cute right!!

happy birthday sweet! XX

2010-11-12T00:00:00.002+08:00

OFFICIALLY TWENTY ONE

how time flies..
sitting infront of my screen,
having thoughts of what i've been through,
thoughts of memories,
thoughts of people who was in and out of my life,
thoughts of people who are in my life.
so much happened,
and i just turn 21.
gosh.
it's funny how things are the way they are.
life works in a weird way..

there's always, always a reason for things to be the way it is.
i still need to see what's ahead.
Life has it ways,
God has a plan.
as for now,
i will enjoy being 21 :)

2010-11-11T23:06:00.002+08:00

LOOK AT THOSE PAPERSSSSSSSSSSSSSS,
WASN'T SUPPOSE TO BE MY JOB.
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ
but i finish it still,
in like 1hour plus?
i don't want to do it again,
not funny. zz

less than an hour,
i am going to be 21.

2010-11-10T23:00:00.002+08:00

$ FLY.
i bought so much food.
damn it.
after eating, fat like don't know what like that.

diet plan,
FAIL.

2010-11-07T23:18:00.003+08:00

bugis!
went there for my headphone, but ah, 'gramophone' at bugis never sell! NICE! ZZ
in the end, keep on buying food there, my god.
thanks to my wonderful partner who kept eating.
headed over to cathay, BUT AH, 'gramophone' there only carry a few audio technica headphones. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
thanks to Lionel for the tip, to go to plaza singapura, 'Stereo'.
the place is full of good headphones man seriously.

this is not bad! alot of people queuing for it.

went over to my ex work place.
'hairloom and caramel' at shaw tower, for a haircut.
WHICH I REGRETTED. DAMN SAD.

HALF MY HAIR, GONE, JUST LIKE THAT

my hair was WAYYYYYY longer than this :(

these cost me $69.
good enough for me, for now. lol.

i spend like more than $200 in a few hours,
don't know on what also.
B's $200 was with me.
i also spend his money hahaha.
but ah, because headphone and my blusher he bought for me,
SO, hahaha :)
thanksssssssssssss BBBBBBBBBBBBBBB

2010-11-07T01:13:00.002+08:00

lag of some fun.
work,
home,
sleep,
work,
home,
sleep.

i hate it!
i miss baby so much every when we're staying together.
oh well, we'll make it work.
& i miss clubbing, dancing and getting really really high with my baby..
damn it!

wants to take our wedding pictures la!
but, don't know where to find a good photographer..
irritating.................................

it's finally 1am,
i am like waiting for him to come home, so we can go back yishun.
time, pass quick please.

2010-11-01T23:50:00.005+08:00

dinner at City Plaza!
been years since i step into that place!
the food is still good & the queue is still mad!

Leisure Park! yoguruuuuu ~

baby steal my ice cream :(

birdnest shopping!
& my hashima still haven finish.
hahaha but it's all gooooood!

it has been 4months

2010-10-30T23:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

i love you very very much! & who says i will never see you tear? hahaha! yes yes, i know you love me too! KISS!

surprise cake!
(he didn't expect i had the time to get him a cake, which i did, yesterday,
which he thought i was too busy with work. hahaha!)

sissy went town with me to get the cake :)

caught in a jam when i was in a rush to go home!

5 or 6am when baby reach home.
he went to bath, while i get ready the cake in the room.
i lead him to the room, & he was shock(i love his face expression heehee)

love you b:)

dinner at Kuishin-bo!
pictures of many many many many food!

limited strawberry at limited time & limited to 25guest :)

mad full, and baby is happy :)
i love you sexy!
happy birthday♥

2010-10-29T23:47:00.001+08:00

finally it's already 29!
tomorrow my sexy man will be turning 25!
you know what they say, the older the man the sexier they get. hahaha

the world's largest chocolate my friend bought for his girlfriend.
freaking mad.
the girlfriend sure put on 20kg after finishing it lol.

2010-10-27T20:34:00.000+08:00

was having steamboat in office!
lol, i don't know why also, just some random times for the people there.
once in awhile should just take our eyes off the screen for awhile.
i think i am going to get blind soon, so many hours infront of the computer.
zzzz

2010-10-25T20:54:00.002+08:00

the haze damn bad!
hate the weather :(

people who works at MBS don't know will die young anot.
baby is working there :(
and his cough is getting bad to worst, they should just shut the place for now. lol

more shitty than sharing a room with 10smokers.
haha, okay, maybe not.

2010-10-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

Yishun on sunday:)

and FINALLY HAD MY FISH & CHIPS!
now i know when's the opening times! heehee!

PK Express! At serangoon garden!

super nice! & the fries is damn nice! mad happy muhahaha:D

baby don't like fish, but he ate anyway!

after movie 'paranormal activity'
wah lau, i damn scare lol.

went to mustafa! some indian festival was going on.

happy :) heehee!
love you baby!

2010-10-21T21:16:00.002+08:00

stupid fish & chip stall wasn't open.
ARGH!
pek chek!
my craving damn ZZZZZZZ.........
now a days feel damn hungry!
kept eating even when i am suppose to be on diet :(

& now i am craving to have steamboat.
my stomach is going nuts.

2010-10-17T23:24:00.002+08:00

headed to parkway!
buy alot of nonsense lol, but baby is there to stop me so still not so bad hahaha:)
headed to Kevin's place to visit him!
lol, he so poor thing now, get well soon bro!

back to parkway again to buy grocery then home!

kevin's really FAT dog. lol

baby cooking dessert!
i was cooking dinner(halfway through go take camera and snap lol)
daddy preparing crabs!
mummy helping me put things back to place heehee :)

colourfullllllllllllllllllllllllllllll & sweettt :)

love you hubby C:

2010-10-14T21:34:00.003+08:00

met favs at town!
Yes, i shop today again.
treated favs dinner :)
Kevin having his operation tomorrow!
bro, you must get well soon, so you can go shopping with me hahahah :D

xoxo

found this photo!
sigh, things are kinda broken already.

2010-10-13T23:15:00.002+08:00

hubby is not feeling well :(
he's having very bad headache!
which i don't know about until now, cause he didn't tell me..
he still fetch me to work, and off work.
and when i told him, to go for a walk somewhere,
he agreed and thought of so many places to go.
but after i found out that he's actually having a fever i refuse to go out..
then ah, he said,
"it's okay, i'm fine, i want to accompany you, you wanna go where, i bring you, let's go."
with a smile on his face.
wah lau, i melted.
i massage his head, hug him to bed, & he fell asleep in my arms.

silly you, & thank you for giving me all your love.
that's why i'm willing to marry you.
i love you very much too, & you know :)

2010-10-12T23:18:00.003+08:00

baby burned my table with his cigg!

ZZZZ!
i am going to chop him up!! ZZ!
i was so piss i painted on my wall,
okay la, i know it's a weird thing to do when you're piss,
but it's a funny thing that i do lol.
now i have a tree in my room, and yes, i painted a tree.

& baby, i am still going to chop you up.

2010-10-10T23:49:00.001+08:00

yishun's home:)
love mummy in law's home cooked food!
always eat alot even when i'm on diet!
changed the bed sheet to a plain looking grey sheet but it's super comfortable!
cost like hundred++ lol.

suppose to have fish and chips for late dinner but by the time we reach the place,
close already la! having it next week though! super nice fish and chips, miss it!

yishun bed C:

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shopping with Favs!
okay la, actually i was the one doing the shopping heehee :)
they buey tahan go shop with me, i buy too many things, until they have to stop me lol.

headed to Zouk!
DJ : Carl Cox!
super rocking big black teddy bear!
been a long time since i last clubbed, i had fun! :D

meet Carl Cox! :D

the girl beside Jancis(in white), pretty! i like her!

they damn tall i swear.

2010-10-07T22:51:00.002+08:00

couldn't fall asleep last night :(
damn sleepy at work today... zzzzz
START with my diet plan thingy, actually there's no plan la hahaha.
just trying not to eat so much, hopefully baby don't spoil my plan lol.

cleaned my room!
waiting for baby come home!
miss him many many although i see him every single day at home,
but didn't get to spend time with him cause of work.
still, everynight when he come home, he hug me to sleep
he tired but still fetch me to work every morning:)
love you baby,
as deep as sea,
as wide as sky.

shuxin(the one in brown) last day at work today!
going to miss her stupidness. hahaha, stupid stupid wan.

2010-10-06T21:17:00.002+08:00

got to clean my room soon.............
which is tomorrow...................

baby's full time job at MBS started.
which is a good thingggggg, buttttttttttt,
it sucks to wait for him to come home.....................
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz................
:(

2010-10-05T23:10:00.001+08:00

fuck.

spend $60.95 at fair price just now..
been eating so much lately, which is BAD!
noooooooooooooooooo.
okay, time to go on diet.

baby damn happy he fixed the damn thing lol.

full of loveeeeeeeeeeeeee! kiss!

2010-10-04T13:06:00.000+08:00

i am sick!! :((((
damn it, having bad cough & flu!
kena force to wear mask in the office lol.
work for 2hours and go home.
baby quick come home :(
heading to bed.

2010-10-03T23:00:00.001+08:00

Ikea!
heehee, baby scare i buy things again. hahahahahaha

cute maxxxx ♥♥♥

♥

2010-10-02T23:55:00.001+08:00

Aunt's place!
Cousin(s)'s birthday!

baby suck, lose to daddy hahahaha

2010-10-01T10:52:00.002+08:00

i feel like my life now damn sad.
everyday work work work, go home sleep, wake up work zzz..

hengggg tml & sunday i off!

heehee! tml going aunt's place to celebrate my cousins's birthdday!

and finally sunday can spend a whole day with b:)

somehow days, weeks, months fly..

and i am turning 21 soon, & i still don't know what to do about it yet.

time to think about it.

it has been 3months.

2010-09-29T23:40:00.001+08:00

Schubert's Birthday at Arena!

2010-09-28T19:15:00.002+08:00

my mood is like crap now.
& every thought that goes through my mind all turn out like crap.
it's so bad that i don't even feel like eating, or talking to anyone.
hubby is having a bad day too.. maybe his mood affected me in some way..
sigh,
all the crap should just go away, in the toilet & flash it.

irritated.

2010-09-23T20:14:00.002+08:00

finish up the work quite fast today! heehee :D
these few days keep raining weather damn niceeeeee!
but i cannot nua at home :(

looking forward to sunday! only day which can have a full day with hubby!
i am going to sleep for awhile, before hubby come home! :)

damn sweet can! made me smile like mad woman. hahaha♥

♥♥♥

2010-09-21T22:59:00.003+08:00

Met my Favorites at Parkway:)
bought some grocery(again) accompanied by Kev!
& i buy mooncake for the first time ever!
funny how the mind works when you are in a relationship..
everything i wanna buy, i think of family, hubby & his family.
damn weird.... but somehow it makes me feel so much in love, teeheehee C:
i seriously feel like a housewife, said so by me, and the closest people around me.
i am starting to have the effects of being a wife to be lol.

&,
WTF,
i just found out Daddy went to put tattoo last night.
simi sai, so much for all the nonsense he say about getting one.
even so, it's not going to stop me!
FULL BACK! WAIT FOR MEEEEE!

damn, i look damn tired.........

Roxy Ban mian! you got to try it! it's goooood!

Dry Pan Mian, which i tried for the first time, NICE!

My old time fav! it looks plain(cause no veg) but it's good!

MooooonCakeeee

always&ever,ever my Favorites :)

iamsomuchinlove:)

2010-09-20T22:56:00.003+08:00

done with work early! heehee!
went to buy grocery & cooking dinner later for my hubby to be:)
damn it, housewife alike can.

p.s. love does this to you. lol

2010-09-19T23:44:00.001+08:00

suppose to paint the room last night, but i wasn't feeling too well.

so, we did it today instead.
GREY!
done in a few hours! chop chop swee swee wan :D
ikea, after that, kinda regret going...............
our money fly like no tomorrow. bloody hell........

my fav old sch 'ah ta chee' favor ice cream!

$218.90 haven include delivery...... flyyyyyy $$$$

$472.85 haven include delivery...... $$$$ flyyyyyyy until don't know where

this weekend after all the stuffs get here,
i am going to make him throw or hide all his nonsense in our room!
so damn bloody messy.
can't wait for the things to get here!

it's gonna be monday in 15mins.
i had a great Sunday!
but it sucks, cause Sunday time always flyyyyy so fast.

iloveadrianlow C:

2010-09-17T20:37:00.002+08:00

why am i always so sleepy during work :(
coffee doesn't workkk!
but, today can pang kang early!
so happy everything chop chop finish, how i wish everyday is like today!

office is freezinggggggg. i actually brought two hoodies to work lol

you wont be able to stay awake at work without snacks, seriously

it's finally the weekend!
yayness!

2010-09-15T23:46:00.002+08:00

picture taking with sis just nowwww :)

note to self : cut hair next week!

2010-09-15T23:28:00.002+08:00

went for my fringe cut todayyyy!
i don't know why it always ended up like bangs -.-
& i wanted to cut my hair shorter,
but hairdresser die die also don't wanna cut for me!
cause he was afraid i might regret, go back and murder him lol.

muffins from hairloom & caramel

my adorable baby C:

can't wait for the weekend to paint the room & go ikea shoppingg :) heehee

2010-09-15T12:20:00.004+08:00

Alot of things to be submitted :(

i really hope the office aircon breakdown! it's freezinggg!

plus the rain just nowww, oh my gawhhhhhhh!

my flu will never get better :(

might be visiting sheng after work!

stupid still haven recover, poor thing!

not enough time for myself and baby :(

but still we manage to sqeeze time!

mostly he try his best to accompany me, even if it's only a few hours :)

he try, that's makes me even more xing fu being with him.

love you baby!

2010-09-14T21:09:00.003+08:00

i am having a bad fluuuuuu :(

what makes it worst is i got to be in the aircon place 6 days a week.....
shitttttttttttttt.
hope i can recover by this friday :(
going to redo our room this weekend!(hubby's place)
i can imagine all the moving to do, cleaning to do,
all the painting to do, all the things to buy.
but still, somehow, the feeling of it, makes everything part of the happiness:)

on the phone with baby
& he says he's coming home and give me love later! heehee sweet C:

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&
i am mad happy causeeeeeeeeeeeee,
tickets for BKK is officially booked!

thank God for sending you♥

2010-09-13T20:40:00.003+08:00

TADAHHHHHHHHH!
welcome s95 to my world :)
maddddddd happy, teeheehee!
hubby is jealous of it cause he says i care about it more than i do to him.
heehee love you hubby!

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testing of my S95 :)

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movie : Step Up3
maxxxx niceeeeee!
somehow it's even nicer than part1 & 2!
the last part where the kids dance, damn cuteeeee!
which makes hubby wanna have a kid even sooner:)

this chicken thingy from long john sucks max! SO NOT TRY!

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baby's place!
then town!
movie: resident evil afterlife
it sucked soooo bad.
it's a fucking retarded movie.
not nice, at all.

mee sua for supper!

baby!
remember what i told you okay!
1 year!
i hope i can keep the secret for that long lol

2010-09-09T13:22:00.002+08:00

at work & my itouch died on me :(

and the most shitty thing is that i forgot to bring the charger.

i hope my phone can last till i get home later.

it's going to be fuckingggggg tireddddd dayyyy for me.

thank God i can have longer rest tomorrow.

lesser and lesser time for me to sleep :(

i miss lazing on the bed for the whole dayyyy.

anyway,

i fucking hate YOU people.

fucking bias cbs.

i will never ever help you all again..

fucking bais right?

see whether the people u bais will help you when you need them lor.

it has all become like fuck,

like shithole, it's all of your fucking doings.

wanna talk about being good, wanna talk about being nice to every fucking body.

don't give me all these crap la, there's stupid people for you to bluff, but not me.

speak of the heart?

you people have no fucking rights.

all you people do is only to cover your own backside and own face.

you people are just one of the mistakes that your parents made.

SEE YOU ALL FUCKING NO UP.

PUI

2010-09-08T23:38:00.002+08:00

short post before i head to bed!

some people are the way they are and
they can never change(even if they do, not 100% of it will go away)
that's why we choose who is just friends and who is good friends.

People who only care about themselves, will never be a good friend. So, don't put so much hope on them cause they will never change.

& if you're thinking about having a bfriend like this, it's your choice, bear with it.
you would need all the luck you can get.

People who only care about having all the attention from EVERYONE, and who only have ego in their blood.
will never be the ideal bfriend/gfriend.

it's not wrong of wanting all the attention you can get, but what if you can't give that 'special attention' to your partner?
& of course it's not wrong to have ego, but too much of it, makes it hard for your partner(if you know what i am talking about, thumbs up!).

People who thinks with their dicks.
unforgivable.

don't bother la.
even if you put your whole heart trying to be nice to them,
in the end all you get, will be shit and slaps from the those pussy he wants to screw.

i'll never put hope in these people.
not like life it's not difficult enough already,
still want to have these kind of people around to make it even more jialet.
so, it's your choice to have them in your life(good luck).
Bear with it.

p.s. this post got nothing to do with my Hubby to be.
He's not one of them, i love him & thank God for that.
so, dont assume, and ask me funny and stupid question.

2010-09-08T11:03:00.002+08:00

freezing in the office on a cold rainny day :(

am suppose to home, lazing away till the afternoons with hubby to be.

was suppose to have mac for lunch!

but ah, MacDonald's says,

"over whelming orders due to weather, not taking anymore orders"

YA WHAT!

WHAT STUPID EXCUSE IS THAT? FOR GOD'S SAKE HIRE MORE PEOPLE TO DO DELIVERY LA! NOT SAY YOU ALL VERY POOR. GOT MONEY ALSO DONT WANT TO EARN. KNS KNS KNS KNS KNS!

it's Wed!

& it's gonna be a sad weekend :(

will be busy busy busy!

the only day is sunday to rest and spend all day with hubby to be:(

thank you hubby to be :)

for being there almost everynight to be with me,

even though you are tired ttm.

i really appreciate it.

iloveyou

2010-09-07T15:23:00.003+08:00

Engaged!
happiness and bliss is all i can say.
to have someone to go home to, to have someone who dotes on you,
to have someone who loves you and someone whom you love.
he's the male version of me! & it feels good to be able to read each other's mind :)
i am not pregnant, stop asking me!

so many things to do!
lucky today i took a day off if not i will be the first zombie in singapore.
today got time to cook breakfast for my hubby to be! & he's off to work!
going to have a good rest today! got to get up early for work tomorrow :(

so many things to buy!
wanna change my camera! thinking about S95! when i wanna change it, another new camera comes along, so confusing! every one of it seems so niceeeee! but i will stick to S95! i hope! lol!

mad happy cause booking tickets to BKK this weekend!
honeymoon with hubby to be!
love Thailand!

Happiness is when someone is there to put you to bed, tap you to sleep, hug you while you fall asleep in his arms, even when he is really tired, he looks at you while you fall asleep, kiss you on your forehead, then he's willing to sleep.

i found mine.

2010-09-03T23:34:00.003+08:00

i hate IT show

shows are getting bad to worst since there's a show every 3 months
sales is badddddddddddddddd ttm :(

i am so freaking lucky to have bfriend(♥youuu) to massage for me every night before i go to bed,
or else i will die of pain cause of my foot, thigh & back. but ah, now my hand hurts :( from preventing a 20kg, all in one PC from falling, damn it!

i have soooo much injuries nowwww! sad max :(

fml
fml
fml
fml

2010-09-01T18:26:00.002+08:00

gonna be really really busy for the weeks to come.
esp this week, with IT show starting tomorrow!
working for the 4days at the show for lenovo!
visit me please! :)

baby has been really sweet every other day
he makes me fall in love over and over again :)

it has been 2months

2010-08-19T15:28:00.003+08:00

supperclub last night!

was super damn high! been so long since i have been that high!
it was fun!
i miss that feeling already, hope to have it soon hahahahaha

i have a twin which i never knew i had.
a guy version of me!
& i've met him C:

[MV HD] Brown Eyed Girls (브라운아이드걸스) - Abracadabra [Vol.3 Sound G] FULL

2010-08-12T12:30:00.001+08:00

FAV the one in short hair with really xialan face.
drool.....................................................................

2010-08-12T08:38:00.005+08:00

morning!

after sleeping for 3hours i woke up, slept abit too much last night!

anywayyyyyy,
just call starhub and they still didnt solve the problem for my internet.
seriously, so many on hold calls and shit, can add up for so many hours over the phone with them and yet they cant solve the stupid problem.
it's like seriously man, why the hell am i paying you people for all these shit?
piss with starhub freaking big time.

then i called linksys!
they solved the problem in 15mins over the phone with me!
instruction was clear and everything was done in such a short time.
starhub should just learn from them.
the way they handle the phone call and how to put things step by step and easy to understand.
this is great service.

& imissboyfriend

2010-08-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

this is going to be a short short short short post!
wahhhhh lauuuuu long time no bloggggg!
i think i will start to blog since i've got nothing else to do on weekdays!
boyfriend not around to entertain meeeeee :(

anyway,
chinese 7th month in less than 40mins
careful where ever you go/what ever you say!

2010-02-24T00:05:00.012+08:00

not even 1/4 of all the pictures.
fb only have 1/4 of my pictures.

Credits : Leong Ming En
http://mydemoninyou.blogspot.com/

2010-02-23T23:40:00.005+08:00

pictures!
not in order.
the rest in fb!
my lazyness is godlike now. hahahahaha

1st day of cnyyyy

2nd day of cny

movie with brothersss!

spencer's 22nd!

shopping at bugis with familyy

up next my shoot with dear Leong Ming En :)

2010-02-23T19:38:00.002+08:00

dinner at parkway with J.
Kev waited for bus with me, in the end he accompany me take bus home hahaa!

2010-02-21T17:22:00.008+08:00

night at Zirca last night!

DJ : BK & Bass Agents

it was great fun :)
music was good and been long since our old time group was together :)

i so swear he's a kid like 14 or 15 years. -.- what is he even doing there

let's have some fun this beat is sick!

2010-02-16T18:26:00.002+08:00

happy cny :)
vday was a funny day on cny, but it went well heeheehee ;D
anywayssssssssss,
pictures coming up.
been too lazy to post lol.

movie "wolfman"
like shittttttttttttt like that, don't waste yr money to watch that show!

got some thoughts.......
buttt, it's like super scandal kind! HAHAHA!
omg, such underground love & i like it!
hopes it works out!
*fingers cross* ;P

2010-02-15T23:45:00.001+08:00

讓我慢慢忘記你

像朝露蒸發陽光底

乾乾淨淨的心情從此

不再背負思念荊棘

記憶它屬於生命

誰能輕易抹去

我只能全部都藏匿

腦海裡全是過往情景

我該如何整理

真教人力不從心

這份情感如何還給你

誰能夠代替你我畢竟已付出真情

為什麼世界好不公平

先讓我們相遇

又經歷太多風雨

午夜夢裡常常回到往昔

夢裡難忍傷心

因為當時有你

2010-02-11T10:13:00.003+08:00

being woken by my mother -.-
not enough sleep after yesterday! ZZ

last night supper club!
ladies night :)
i think i had fun? HAHAHA
cause i think i was almost there lol

new heels of mine on the left! heeheehee!

every girl like screaming please! hahaha

the super wiped bartender !

KJ! didn't see him for the longest time! so skinny now!

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i don't like you please.
go die.

2010-02-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

i folded & hang my clothes today :D
like finally!
i don't understand how come my hangers are always not enough!
but, i already no space to hang more clothes :(
& i changed my curtains today!
my hand hurts from poking in the needle thingy ZZ
&&& guess what! my mum gave me the wrong size of the curtains -.-
now cannot even close all, got to change them again ZZZZZZZZZ

tomorrow got to fix my shelf and table!
busy busy busy!

ps.i'm wearing clothes.

sigh x 10000000000000000000000

2010-02-08T23:50:00.003+08:00

just came home from Ikea!
mum bought alot of things -.-
my arms and shoulder almost want to give way!
SO DAMN BLODDY HEAVY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

&&& i failed to fold & hang my clothes...................
BECAUSEEEEEE
people jio play dota lol
suppose to be one game,
become two,
then become three -.-

hahahahaha! i'll do it tomorrow!
HOPEFULLY!

2010-02-08T17:38:00.002+08:00

finish cleaning my room not long ago..
can die, don't know why i got so many things -.-
then i keep bumping into things, now my hand got blueblack. sians!

i'm going to fold and hang my clothes now.
may God bless me!

2010-02-07T20:31:00.001+08:00

just came home not long ago!
shopping at bugis & town!
bought clothes again! HEEHEEHEE :D
paid shopping is ♥ ! muahahaha!

went to the temple!
first time use the shake shake thingy.
kena xia xia qian lor! :(
burned away & hope the next one will be good!

white lor mee for dinner!
NAISEEEEEEE ;)

freaking mad, cross road also can die.

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& & & i realise i no longer wanna care much?

2010-02-06T23:46:00.004+08:00

i feel so sleepy after a few rounds of dota..
somehow got the feeling i'm going to fall sick :(
mai laaaa cny is coming i don't wanna fall sick!

maybeeeee tomorrow going shopping HEEEEEEEHEEEE :D
OR maybe just stay at home and clean my room.
DAMN MESSY.
& my closet -.- i want to faint whenever i open it.
SO SO SO SO SO MANY CLOTHES TO FOLD & HANG ZZZZ

KOON-INGSSSSSSSSSS :)

i feeeeeel glad ;)

2010-02-06T23:31:00.006+08:00

wake up early in the morning!
go see my sister's teacher cause wanna talk about dropping her subject.
before that there was a letter that my sis gave to the teacher concerning that..
& then teacher actually told my sister that the letter is bullshit.
what teacher is this??

waited for kev to finish work and headed down to Expo!
for the BURBERRY & Robinsons sales!
yesssss! Burberry! :D

spend $150 there only, 2 items lol.

spend almost $100 at the robinsons sales..
like on a few things only..

i realise something...
even if the things is cheap, it doesn't prevent you from over spending. hahahaha

after that parkway for dinner!
duck rice is damn nice!
then di came over to met us, so we accompany him eat mac. lol
so poor thing, like everyweek he book out eat mac hahahaha
&&&&& HE SLIMMED DOWN!
it's like less than two weeks since i saw him and he slimmed down.
not bad not bad,
if this continues he can get back his body during the bball days hahahaha

& I SWEAR IPHONE CAM SUCKS SHIT

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after that headed to town with jus, darwin & his friends for movie "my ex"
short movie, it's scary cause the sound so LOUD!
in the movie, people laugh lor please lol.
if wanna watch, watch on weekdays and at cine pay by nets better..
cause cheaper, it's not worth yr $10 on weekends.

2010-02-04T13:45:00.003+08:00

just came home from parkway with mum, baby hayden & carol.

omgosh, i'm so tired T.T i only slept for 4hours & mum ask me to tahan go parkway.
not ask me go shopping but to help her carry things ZZZZZZZ.............
sibei tired....................

koon-ings

2010-02-04T07:50:00.002+08:00

yesterday headed out for movie "14 blades"
fights & more fights!
it's a nice show, but why do hero always die in the old school shows?
ending was abit no link but overall it's worth.

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i made a big decision.
still, i didn't get an answer.
but, it's okay..
maybe cause somehow,
i already have the answer myself..
how true, "actions speaks louder than words"
i get the picture..
who wants to face the truth in something that will hurt you, brings you pain?
i don't know where did the courage came from..
but i guess it's time..
i fall, i will feel pain, i will cry..
in the end, i will still pick myself up, & i have my angels to help me.
i will, stand up, stronger as before.

Oh Lord, give me the strength and courage I need to overcome this. & thank you for sending angels to my side having my back & pull me up when I fall.
& angels you know who you are, thanks for being there for me! xo :D

2010-02-03T13:14:00.002+08:00

enough..
really..

you broke my heart & tear me into pieces.

you got to get this straight, you're lying to a liar.
what you have done, i did long before you..

so you think it's gonna work?

2010-02-02T22:12:00.003+08:00

dinner with family!
daddy's birthday :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! &&&
LOVE YOU DADDYY!
forgive me for what i've done.
i can't promise much but i'm sure about one thing..
i'll ALWAYS be there, supporting you from the back.

2010-02-02T16:47:00.003+08:00

when i saw..
i thought my heart was going to give way.
my mind goes blank.
i wanted to ask but i lost my voice, i lost the courage.

i've wasted it all on you.
to think that maybe i was wrong...
up till now.
now, i know, i am not the problem.
you are.

2010-02-01T03:28:00.001+08:00

Four thirty A.M, I'm awake again
Singing to the dark through open eyes
While dreaming I see only you and me
Stuck between desire and compromise

If I said I want you back I'd be a liar
There's nothing left of us to long for anymore
But inside the ashes burns an endless fire
And every night I can't help reaching out for more

And I can't sleep... You're so far away from me
And I can't sleep... And I can't sleep
And I can't sleep... You're so far away from me
And I can't sleep... And I can't sleep

You're leaving me scars scattered in my heart
A road map of all the places you have been
And I can't escape, can't wash this away

Love has burned your mark so deep within

2010-01-31T23:55:00.002+08:00

i slept through 2/4 of my sunday.
the other 2/4 i was SO damn awake.. even after drinking so much i cant sleep.
totally fucked.

yesterday cried 6 hours, slept less than 3 hours...

yesterday Jere's team got dota match at funan.
headed down to support.

after that for dinner.
& headed to Zouk.
DJ : Gareth Emery
music was goody.
fergus drunk! mart damn high. lol.
funny night :)

i drink & drink thinking i might have a good night's sleep..
but, still wasn't able to sleep.

drunken!

sigh..

2010-01-30T07:27:00.001+08:00

You stole a kiss and stole my heart
made me a fool right from the start
It wouldn’t have been so bad except
this little plan, it fell apart

If I were you
I’d dare not speak
I’d run like hell
In hopes of seein’ tomorrow

It’s such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin’ for fun
wind me up
leave me undone

These lips are sealed, I’ll never speak
your name in loving memory
so don’t you try to make ammends
that’s what ya get for playin’ mean

If I were you
I’d dare not speak
I’d run like hell
In hopes of seein’ tomorrow

Ahhhh, break my heart and leave me
Man on the run

It’s such a travesty
the way you say our love should be
yeah, such a tragedy
think you can just break my heart and leave me
well you better run
Oh, man on the run
playin’ for fun
wind me up
leave me undone

2010-01-30T06:10:00.004+08:00

just came home!

headed to parkway accompany kenny to buy present for his gf.
after headed lunch at fish&co together with ah pui.

after that headed to meet martin for dinner at leisure park at shabu shabu.
slack & shared some VERY VERY interesting story TIO BO BROTHER! hahahahaha!
thennnnnnnn,
kenny came to fetch me and met the rest, ktv!
funny times lol.
send kenny & ah pui to the airport..
breakfast at macs.
after that headed somewhere &&&&&&
SOMETHING VERY VERY VERY interesting happened.
IT'S BEEN SOOOOO DAMN FUCKING LONG SINCE THE LAST TIME.
oh gosh, i feel blood rushing to my head & heart pumping.
power power! clap clap!

no pictures about anything. never bring cam lol.

fair price with kenny buying chilli.
SO MANY. so fight war with chilli lol.

didnt take much pic, iphone cam sucks big time.

SEE YOU GUYS BACK HERE SOON!
take care of yourself :))

i guess this is what they called "the brotherly love"

2010-01-29T01:51:00.002+08:00

went out for dinner and chills with old friends :)
well, let's just say everybody have changed for the better, AT LEAST, abit la. lol.

quit saying my life is interesting and colorful!
it's not me! is those people i meet is all "interesting"?
cannot make it alamak -.-

2010-01-28T04:39:00.001+08:00

just came home not long ago from Resort.
Kenny & Ah Pui are back for holiday..
they will be leaving in a few days time though.
i realise i still can drink quite abit! muahahahaha

forever never change de Kenny :)

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why did you have to do it again..
it's so heart breaking...

Sitting here alone with my memories
Staring at a picture of you and me
They say I look fine but if walls could talk
They'd tell you all about how much I break apart
I think we were right but we did it wrong
Every since you left me I just can't go on
No I can't even read the news today
'Cause everything reminds me of yesterday

Empty room
Empty heart
Since you've been gone
I must move on
Empty room

I never realised it could make me cry
To hear the children laugh and play outside
A walk in the park shouldn't be that bad
But everything without you seems to make me sad
I thought we were good we were meant to be
The way it turned out is still a mystery

Empty room
Empty heart
Since you've been gone
I must move on
Empty space
Lonely days
My life goes on
Just like the moon

And to sail across the sky alone
Forever trying to find it's home
I can't believe I have to say
I don't know where you are today

2010-01-27T06:52:00.003+08:00

just came home not long ago.
with friends. went to geylang cause they wanna eat..
then katong l4d2. lol
then downstairs talk cock :)

NERD. lol

just now someone commit suicide.. next to my block.
joel heard a loud thud.
he say someone wearing white shirt and red pants.
i look down i saw but not clear..
i went to my brother's room look downstairs...
my god, the girl was just lying there not moving.
my mum called the police, after sometime later i went downstairs.
the police haven even come!
i called the police again. they took damn long to come i swear...
i asked the police is she okay..
he answered "don't worry we'll settle this issue"
means, GG.

may she rest in peace...

2010-01-26T09:36:00.002+08:00

i have wasted all the 200 miss calls.
i've decided something that i can't bear to do so.
not that i'm stupid to give it all up...
i don't want to be treated like a stupid person anymore.
like, as if i don't know anything when i'm lied to.
in the end, you never did change.

you think i'll be there to be treated as a dumb ass?
true i give in and ignore and brush it all off...
not anymore.

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For each forgotten kiss
For all the memories
For all the times a look
Said all we had to say

You played your part so well
A modern Romeo
You came on cupid's wings
And then you flew away

When you touch my face
When you call my name
I burned with desire

When you touch my face
When you call my name
I burned with desire
But you left me in the rain

For every sleepless night
Forever in your arms
For every hour spent
Lost in the reverie

You broke your promises
No shame and no regrets
You burned the bridges too
An endless mystery

2010-01-26T05:32:00.002+08:00

just finish dota not long ago.

and guess what, i'm spamming calls.
it's now 100 times, 100 miss calls to him.
i'm going to continue to call till his phone low batt or he off his phone.
i don't believe in people not picking up calls even if they are sleeping..
not to say i spam 100 times, even the dead will pick up.
sooooooooooooooooooooooo,
i figured..
i've been lied to again?

2010-01-21T23:48:00.001+08:00

headed to town to shop around
& movie "daybreakers"
it was not VERY interesting though, but still counted as watchable. lol
dinner & home :)

<33

2010-01-20T17:48:00.002+08:00

oh goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i am boredddddddddddd :(
i think i need a job! sian half.

i got the drill like finally -.-
FINALLY can drill my mirror onto my wall after so longggggggggggggggg

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i think what i do got no point.
sibei sian

2010-01-19T23:01:00.002+08:00

been dota-ing everyday till the early mornings.
wake up at night then dota again.
alamak...................................
i need a life -.-
& night life also got nothing, oh how sian.

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your coldness, i really damn sian of it.
your words, i really find it hard to believe.
your ap, i really cannot take it.

i don't know what to do with this anymore.
you never tried to understand.
you are making this so hard to hold on to.

2010-01-17T23:48:00.003+08:00

Teo Heng with Jere & friends.
then L4D2 4v4.
wahhh lauuuu eh cannot make it sia. lol
going to dota!

2010-01-17T15:05:00.006+08:00

Sean's birthday party at the Sentosa Cove last night :)
i got sea sick la. lol

2010-01-15T06:00:00.000+08:00

i had a break down.
almost cannot breath.
my friend thought i had fits cause i was shaking badly.

this is bad..

2010-01-15T05:26:00.001+08:00

Mart's first day of freedom from BMT re-course. lol
marina for dinner & catching bears! hahahaha!
left with the last coin, we got the JP! muahahahaha :D

NEW SHOES! thanks Mart & Kev!!! :))))

Swensen for dinner!

freaking spicy seafood spaghetti -.-

KEVIN WHERE ARE YOU??? HAHAAA

freaking head to catch. nb.

my JP :)

Met Kevin & Di for some chill time & L4D2 :D

BOTAK! HAHAHAA

2010-01-14T23:20:00.001+08:00

headed to town.
i bought a pair of new SHOES.
muahahaha!
thanks Martin & Kevin!
HUGS! :D

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i've given you chanceS.
but you crushed it.
nothing more to say to you anymore.

2010-01-14T18:05:00.002+08:00

sorry.
i cannot take this anymore.
i am done with the effort i put in this.
i don't know did you or did you not put in the effort..
if you did, thank you, but i guess it just ain't enough.
i don't & can't bring myself to trust you anymore.
the believe & trust that you will change, it's gone.
like you always said, leopard will never change its spot..
i figured, it goes to you too.
to figure that you don't give a darn about this, wasn't hard.
like you always say, "to you is a small thing but to me it's diff"
now, to me, it's a darn big freaking huge deal..
you ain't trying, not a least bit.
verge of breaking down because of you.
still, doesn't change a fuck bit.

i don't want to try anymore.
my effort i put in, u didn't care.
it's all down the drain.
you just crushed everything..
i don't want to cry for you,
cause it ain't worth it anymore.

if you did try....
i wouldn't be here alone.

2010-01-14T00:51:00.002+08:00

you like to do things without saying right?
but when it comes to me, nooooo, sure kena.
it's okay, cause you know what?
what you do, i don't know and no longer wanna care.
because of the things that comes out from your mouth, it's lie.
i don't trust you anymore, i hope you are glad to know that.

you want to portray that you can't be bothered?
i can't be bothered.
i don't want to care.

it comes down to a very simple thing :
you don't care, i can't be bothered.
talk about fair? you don't have the rights.
you don't do what you say.
so screw the things you say, eat up your words like a PIG

2010-01-13T15:49:00.001+08:00

home home home home!
everyday at home nowadays.
sibei boring -.-
no events at clubs also! ARGH sad :(

back to using c903.
argh! don't like iphone!!

2010-01-12T18:42:00.003+08:00

out for simple dinner last night & to 'Queen'

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mad in love with cpu :)

2010-01-11T18:05:00.001+08:00

haven been blogging cause i'm too lazy to update. lol
gonna go pack my room cause tml a new thing is coming!
CANT WAIT!

packed my shoes into the store. lol

2010-01-11T00:00:00.003+08:00

HAPPY

BIRTHDAY

JUSTIN LIM!

many many xoxoxoxoxo!

2010-01-03T23:53:00.002+08:00

Look inside,
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
so sick and tired of all the
hatred you harbor

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get,
Do you get a little kick out of
being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you,
Do you really enjoy living a
life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where
your soul should be
Your losing control of it and
it's really distasteful

Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,
Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,
Fuck yooooou

You say
You think we need to go to war
well you're already in one
Cause it's people like you
who need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you
Fuck you very, very much

2010-01-03T15:34:00.004+08:00

yesterday!
went to parkway with Mum!
had my hair done :)
dyed dark near black, sian of colous lol.
met up with Kevin & Di!
finally see Di after so long! cause of army.
hahahaa, he look like an egg cause now he botak ahahahaha!

headed down to Zouk.
DJ : Agnelli & Nelson

music was great!! thumbs up!
sad to say it was much better than GateCrasher.

unglam.....

unglam2. AHAHAHAA

uncle that moves in slow motion.

been long since the last time i got drunk.